Although there are good things about it, there is also bad.
I take things to heart more, I take things to seriously, I regret more, I am hurt more.
The things that used to roll off my back don't.
I feel somethings so deeply, almost too deeply.
The smallest things that really shouldn't hurt so much, shake me to my core.
It scares me.
It scares me that there is more out there that can be lost, and that I will end up with that same pain I had in my life on day one of this for the rest of my life.
It forces me to push away the good things out of fear.
Like I said, the new me doesn't work so well sometimes.
