The word shots being screamed at me from across the room used to mean something different.
It used to mean get "get your ass over here, we are going to drink something that is going to make us sick later"
Now, it means "get your ass over here.... you need to get in the net so I can take shots on you with my pink mini stick"
I will willingly admit, that my life had been about christian louboutin shoes and my gucci purse.... about the nice things I had or the nice things I wanted.
Now, it has become about the ways I can make her life better, the things I can do to make her happier.
My girl is demanding. My girl is impatient. My girl is the 3 foot version of me.
Before you have kids people constantly tell you "having a child changes you". They warn you how tired and how busy you will be....
But no one warns you about what happens to your heart.
This girl has changed me from the inside out.
Some where along the way it happened, I can't pinpoint the time exact time......
all I know is it did.
From a distance I witness love differently now.
I see it so clearly in the smallest things... that I would have never noticed before.
As I sat and talked to a friend of mine she described to me how her husband took two hours to shave her head before her first chemo treatment.
Her hair is curly, and he took so long to do it because he didn't want to hurt her.
That is love.
It is strange to me that it took this little girl in my life to change my perspective on just about everything.
Things that I never would have noticed before seem so important now.....
She is the answer to the questions I have always had in my mind.
She is the answer to me.
