I still struggle some days, and I still feel weak others.
It is days like tomorrow that I find it hard to deal with.
It's mothers day, and I am a mother that will have her daughter with me all day long.
I am grateful.
Beyond grateful that I will be able to spend the entire day with my best girl.
Beyond grateful that I have friends and family, that will call not because they feel sorry for me, but because they love me.
But days like this are a constant reminder of this life that was meant for three, now being lived by two.
I feel a tremendous amount of guilt even mentioning something so seemingly trivial.
My brain tells me to push this out....
My heart reminds me just how alone you can feel.
Even when your not.
